Rob didn't wait long before standing up. His vision wavered for a second and he felt a bit weak at the knees, but managed to keep his footing. Travis and Konn had prepared a med-pod for Tanya as best they could and it lay in the hold, ready for its occupant. With Travis' help, Rob carefully lifted Tanya off the deck and laid her down inside the pod. Being most intimately aware of Tanya's various injuries; Rob knelt down and adjusted various settings to ensure optimal stasis and healing.
As he was about to stand, Rob felt Tanya's hand grab his own. Her fingers, hot and light, made the freelancer's heart skip a beat. Everything else in the universe faded from Rob's mind; his attention focused solely on the woman lying before him. He delicately brushed a few strands of blonde hair out of Tanya's face.
"Rob," she whispered.
"I'm here, Tanya." Rob said, pulling his sunglasses off and looking deep into Tanya's green eyes. "How are you feeling?"
"Nothing that shopping can't cure." Tanya said softly. Her body shook as she coughed once, and her vitals dipped menacingly. Rob glanced down at the readouts and saw the lines stabilize. They were certainly lower than he would have liked, but he knew Tanya's strength and will to survive were not to be underestimated. Rob dabbed with his sleeve a trickle of blood running from the side of Tanya's mouth.
"We're gonna get you some help. Just hang tight." Rob said as he prepared to send Tanya into stasis. He wondered if she would dream, and wished he could follow her there to help. He pressed the button and the lid came down.
"You kissed me, you rogue." Tanya said. Rob was about to open his mouth to protest, to explain that he had no choice, when he could have sworn he heard Tanya's voice again. "Took your time, didn't you?"
All the things Rob wanted to say, all the words that were ready to jump from his mouth, died in his throat as the lid sealed and locks cycled.
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Rob left the bar. He needed some time alone and, by the looks of things, so did Konn. The past day or so had been an ordeal for the freelancer. Never in his entire life had Rob been through so much in so little time.
It was beginning to show, too. Rob was an expert at internalizing his feelings, his troubles, everything. In his line of work, he had to be. He couldn't ever let himself break, he couldn't ever afford to show weakness. At all times, Rob had to remain calm, cool, and collected. But the vault where he sequestered his secrets was bursting at the seams. If he tried to continue like this, Rob knew he would stop functioning in a matter of hours. He needed a place to go. A place to let go.
A brief conversation with the base commander and a transfer of credits got Rob temporary access to one of the unused engineer cabins. Rob retrieved his baggage from the Humpback and headed over to the crew compartments. He found the room without trouble and practically fell inside. In order to make absolutely sure he would be
alone for the next little while, Rob activated his bug-jamming device and put a magnetic seal on the inside of the door.
Rob's mental defenses were deteriorating rapidly, and emotion threatened to overwhelm him. Momentarily forgetting his interactions with Konn mere minutes before, he fumbled through his pockets, searching for the datadisk which had on it all the information from the Outcast computer. Once he found it, Rob ran a quick diagnostic to verify that it had not been damaged during the battle with Hideko or exposure to space. It was fine.
Rob set the disk aside and stumbled over to the bed. He sank down onto the mattress.
And began to cry.
Summary: A bit (more) of Rob's perspective on Tanya's “exit”. After Rob gives Konn some info, he goes off and cries. Alone.
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OOC: Can we move away from these intensely emotional scenes now? Please? They're damned hard to write and I just... *sniff* I just get all choked up *sniff*. Seriously though, I really was on the verge of tears when I read Athena's last post. Shut up.
Yes. I'm emotional today.
Next time, put that at the top of the post. Along with a warning that it's
contagious.
Edited by - Codename on 6/21/2005 5:35:20 PM