Do you ever feel like a second "Truman Show"?
For example, when I was on work experience a long time ago I was a naughty boy and nicked a couple of printer cartridges for my printer at home cos they'd run out... So anyways this turned into some two or three cartridges a day, which I now regret... but the store room was ALWAYS in use, there was always somebody in there, except when I went to get some cartridges lol...
Coincidence maybe...
But then when I was laughing and joking about it with ma little brother, who was four at the time, he said he'd got cameras in his denim jacket buttons... which kinda scared me alot.
Coincidence maybe...
Then when I ever show interest in a girl who I KNOW likes me back, it never works out... My last girlfriend lasted all of two days... On our day off from work I overlay 45 minutes over the time we were meant to meet... Fair enough it happens, but the fact that that night I got 14 HOURS of sleep, which I have NEVER done in my life before... I rarely make 8 hours, cos I can't go back to sleep when I wake up, but I fell back to sleep when i woke up at 9am in the mornin, which I have NEVER EVER done before...
But what I'm getting at is:
Do you ever feel the same way? That your life is a socially engineered TV programme where you have no control over things you want to have control over?
Call me crazy, paranoid, whatever... But there just seems to be too many coincidences in life for me to comprehend...
And I'm sorry for ranting... I've just never told anybdy before lol...
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Edited by - Chips on 10/16/2004 4:01:15 AM