Making Amends
Since i first posted on a forum, i've had a talent for pissing people off and making a total fool of myself. Only recently did i figure out i had this problem, ever since then i have been attempting over and over again, fighting to maintain at least some piece of sanity. On every single forum save for a single exception, i have blown it up, i've given them reason to shun me, to despise me and to believe i am completely immature, which isn't too far from the truth. TLR is no different, except that its a community of 6000 people and i have somehow managed to piss them all off. Believe me, it's not pleasent knowing that 6000 people have less than positive opinions about you.
The start of the openlancer project marked the beginning of a slew of not-so-smart decisions that i have been regretting ever since. If i had my way, i wouldn't have started openlancer until a month ago, when i learned C++ and would be able to code it myself. But, as many of us know, we can't change the past, and i am no exception. I've known i've been making poor decisions, i strive to learn from them and attempt not to repeat them. In the previous thread, i don't know if you were aware of it but i was trying my best to be as diplomatic as possible. I didn't scream, i didn't shout, i didn't yell like a 5 year old, and yet somehow i managed to annoy a moderator to the point of him locking the thread. Obviously, my attempts at diplomacy had failed miserably. This is the exact reason why i gave up my leadership position at openlancer, i fail miserably at any attempt at diplomacy.
What am i doing wrong and what must i do to convince this community i'm not another mean person that should be ignored?