Today, I was give a phone call from saying that I had been let go from eBay. One of the reasons was that I talked to a supervisor about people who were complaining about me behind my back. This was partially my fault, because I didn't let it go, and started mumbling under my breath about the situation. I would've handled better if they'd let me know when I was there in person, instead of over the phone like a f**king coward. That was also why I had problems with people going behind my back. None of this would have hurt as bad if it wasn't for the fact that I met a girl at work. We became friends, and I'll be honest, the moment I met her, I was floored. And when I started talking to her, the more I started liking her. I didn't tell her how I felt, because she was a co-worker and I didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable there. She told me she had a boyfriend, but that didn't stop from really giving a damn about her. I never got the chance to tell her to her face that I cared for her. Now, that I no longer work at eBay, I can be a little more forthcoming, because I may never see her again. So, yeah. My problems are two-fold. I don't think I'm going to stop hurting because she was the first woman I could talk to who was really nice to me. So, if you don't see me for a little while longer, you know why.

"He's a freak, ladies and gentlemen! He's a freak!"